Worst Birthday EVER!

So yesterday was my birthday.. and I went to Disneyland. Sound fun right! Well it was until we got to Disneyland.. So usually I do things a certain way. Which is I go to California adventure get Fastpasses for Cars and then I go to Soren and get Fastpasses for that then I go back to Disneyland and get FastPasses for Haunted Mansion. Then I go on rides in between the times of the FastPasses. But we did not do that which made my birthday kinda go on a bad path.. but I tried not letting that get to me. I just went on with my day right!? So then my friend came to Disneyland and we when on Indiana Jones and I don’t remember it being as scary as it was so when I was on the ride I was screaming my head off cuz I just wanted to get off but you couldn’t cuz you’re on a ride.. and as I was screaming there was this guy telling me to shut the fuck up but when you’re truly terrified there is nothing you can do but scream.. but the first time he said something I didn’t tell him nothing cuz I was too scared to worry about his dumb ass.. then the ride stopped and I couldn’t see nothing and the guy said some more shit and so then I told him off.. saying how you don’t know what it’s like to be scared and I didn’t know the ride was like this and that he needs to shut the fuck up and he’s lucky I don’t fucking beat his ass right here.. and not to tell me what to do. Then the ride starts up again and we are about to get off the ride and he said some more shit to me right when he gets off the ride and then I started telling him shit like I didn’t know the ride was like that.. then he said well then you shouldn’t have gone on it if you were going to scream like that! And so then I forreal tell time I will we can take this out side so I can show you true terror!! And how I want to beat his ass! Then the Disneyland workers had to hold me back cuz I was forreal going to beat him up! No joke! But then after that I went on the cars ride and that was fun but I didn’t get to even have fun because that dumb guy ruined my day!! Then after me and my beat friend got in an argument and she told me the one thing I hate… “ you’re acting just like you’re mom” why do I hate that.. it’s because I don’t like being like other people I just like being me! So when she said that it made me really mad! So then she went to the store to get a sovenier and I was waiting with my husband crying cuz all I wanted was to go home! And then we dropped her and I went home and went to bed crying. I will never forget my 20th birthday for the whole reason that the whole day was ruined! I now know that I will only spend my birthday alone or with only my husband for the reason that if it’s my birthday I want it to be about me and only me and that’s all I ask for one freaking day! So if that sounds bitchy then don’t be my friend or in my life.. honestly.

Why is everyone being so rude..

So I messaged my best friend on Snapchat and she was completely rude to me.. then on top of that she kept talking to be with attitude but was also very blah with me.. which I don’t know why.. I’ve asked her to live with me for the fact that she has been in a really bad living situation and not for any other reason. For all honesty, I’m not going to mention if she wants to live with me again because recently she has been treating me really bad.. in the one doing the nice thing. So she should be being nice to me.

But besides that she is my “best friend” so we should MOST of the time should always be nice to each other! But that’s not the case! I just don’t really know what to do and I just feel like I need to express the way I feel because I feel like I have nobody to tell this to because nobody is willing to listen..

Then before all of that my HUSBAND decided to message me rude too! Like what is up with people! Honestly I just want to get on pjs and go to bed cuz I guess people just think they can just walk all over me! Which is not cool! I’m over here trying to be nice to everyone and everyone is being rude to be so fine.. f everyone and everything!

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So today I ask someone if they wanted to live with me and get out of the bad situation that they are in.. they decide that they wanted to stay because they wanted to have there own space.. which ok that’s cool.. but if you living in a bad house and hate where you are and constantly complain about being ther then why don’t you leave? Why are you picking “space” over having a better living situation? And actually be happy! I wish that I had someone who gave me a hand telling me that they could help me the way I’m helping them.. but tbh.. I’m giving them one more chance then if they still tell me no then I’m not going to giving them another chance. That’s not cool to deny such a good opportunity just because your not getting everything you want.. like really?? Tbh that like selfish and cocky! Like you should be happy that I even asked you to come live with me! Like I’m just married and I’m letting you live with me and my husband! Like really! Plus I’m not having you pay rent or anything. But whatever I’m done. This is why I don’t help people is because they can’t appreciate the things I do for them..

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